“Hey, it’s me,” I said.
“Taylor?” she said, obviously fully awake now.
“Yeah. What’d you forget about me already?” I said.
“Gee, I was about to ask you the same question,” she said a bit sarcastically.
“Yeah, sorry I haven’t called. Things have just been a little...tense around here for the past few days and I knew that if I called you, it’d only get worse,” I explained. I knew there was no point in lying to her.
“Oh,” she said. “Tense?”
Like a stretched rubberband, I thought, but didn’t say it aloud.
“A little. Look, um, I just called to remind you that Parker’s plane gets here at twelve and you said you wanted to be here so...,” I trailed off, not sure where to go from there.
“Oh yeah! That’s today, isn’t it?” she said. “Damn. I can’t believe I forgot.” She was laughing now. “I’ll be there at about eleven, okay?”
“Sure,” I said.
I expected to hang up after that, but apparently she didn’t want to.
“How’ve you been?” she asked.
“Oh, okay I guess,” I said.
“Yeah?”
“Yeah, I mean, it’s not the same, but at least we’re all on speaking terms now,” I told her.
“Even with your Dad?” she said.
I had forgotten about him. Truth be told, I hadn’t seen much of him since the little incident in the kitchen the morning after the first time I had woken everyone up, trapped in a nightmare. I knew he was avoiding me and honestly, I didn’t really mind. I was about as ready to face him as he seemed to be to face me.
“That bad, huh?” she said, noticing my silence.
“Not bad, really. Just...nothing at all,” I told her. “I mean, we got into what can probably be classified as a small fight the other day and he’s been kind of avoiding me since.”
She sighed. I could tell she felt guilty but I could think of nothing to console her. Deep down, I wasn’t positive that it wasn’t her fault. But I would never actually admit that to anyone, especially not to her and my father.
“Well, I’ll be there at eleven, okay?” she confirmed.
“All right,” I answered back.
“Okay, Taylor. Bye,” she said.
“Bye,” I said back.
We both hung up and not until the phone was back, resting in its cradle, did I notice the presence in the door way. It was Isaac. He was just kind of staring at me and I just stared back, wondering what his expression was trying to tell me. His mouth was turned downward in a deep frown and his eyes were looking at me frankly, but he didn’t seem angry.
I managed a weak smile.
“Annie?” he said quietly, his voice holding no emotion to portray whatever it was he was feeling inside of himself at that particular moment.
“Yeah. I just kind of, um, had to, uh, remind her to come, you know. She’s pretty forgetful,” I told him.
“Oh,” he said, his voice still void of emotion. “She couldn’t remember?”
“She has a very short term memory,” I told him nervously wringing my hands as he moved to the refrigerator and pulled out a can of pop.
“Mmm-hmm,” he said shortly.
I watched him as he opened the can and put it to his lips. It took him a moment to swallow what he had in his mouth. He tended to swish it around in his mouth for a short time like a rich person sampling a fine wine. Then he looked at me.
His eyes were still thoughtful but in a different way from before. They were each narrowed, scrutinizing me and somehow I knew he was about to test me the way a jeweler tests gems to make sure they’re real. He looked me up and down and I noticed his gaze pause momentarily on my hands, which I quickly stuffed in my pockets when I noticed him staring, suddenly feeling uncomfortable about them.
“Look,” he said and paused. “Zac and I...we were planning on practicing in the garage for a little while before you and I have to leave to pick Parker up from the airport.”
I heard the unsaid invitation in his tone of voice and thought about how this was my test. He was trying to get me to prove my loyalty as a brother to him and Zac through seeing if I was still a part of the band.
I didn’t need to be asked twice.
“Of course,” I said, noticing that I sounded a lot more like my old self when I said that. “I’ve been itching to play since...for a while now.”
He nodded, but said nothing as he started toward the garage where I assumed Zac already was. I followed him, glad to be a part of something familiar.
Carrier pigeons are less convenient and cost more, you know.
Chapter Ten
Chapter Twelve